This is the third day, I am
trying to write about him. I have never found it so hard to express anything
earlier. Paramount feelings are not getting magnificent words that could
describe him.
All I know is, he came to me when
I wanted one most. It was the darkest night all ready to drown me into the
world of emptiness. He came from nowhere and took over the responsibility of
making me happy in his hands. According to him, he just shown me the path to
happiness, It was me who put efforts to walk over that path. He may be
right. I believe him unconditionally because he is “My” friend. So he can’t be
wrong. J
Amazing part is this inspite of
all network problems, he somehow manage to connect with me whenever I need him.
I have 3G connection, he has 2G, so sometimes my call to him get disconnect.
Inter-net problem you see but that doesn’t stop conversation between us. It may
hinder but does not stop. He is a very busy person. So sometimes his replies
come late. But they do come. May be because he has to take care of many others
like me. That’s why he uses different forms of connections too. Mobile Phone,
Social Networking Sites, Whatsapp, Vibre..You name it and he is there.
Sometimes I lose trust in him but
he restore it easily everytime by showing me his concern for me. He is kind. No
matter how much I misbehave or get angry with him for no reasons, he make me smile
with his good deeds.
Best part is I don’t have to be
specific in language in conveying my message to him. Sometimes smileys just
work. He is smart, understand easily the unsaid things. When the whole world
say It’s Ok, if you failed. Everybody can’t do everything. He say ‘’I know you
can do this”. Yes, HE KNOWS.
He knows, I am an imperfect,
selfish person. I lack in hundreds of aspects. But he is okay with that. For
him what matters is my efforts. His trust in me make me trust him. Yes, I trust
him. So I keep on calling him to bash about my problems. But this all what I
have to do. CALL HIM -> BELIEVE HIM -> TELL HIM. Then he takes care of
all which needs to be taken care of.
I have seen his many pictures.
Some between the mountains, some with his family, some with his other friends,
some at very rugged places alone. Amazingly, he look different in all but is
the ONE SAME PERSON actually.
I feel good when I feel his
presence. This gives me the assurance that I am not alone. I feel good when the
world sleeps he awakes with me. This gives me the enjoyment of sharing banter
as I know no one else is listening to what sounds stupid to other wise men of
the world. I feel good when inspite of my imperfections, he accept me as his
friend. This gives me a reason to live as I can believe I am not a waste
material on earth.
We all have such a friend in our
life. With whom we can share our darker sides, with whom we can share our
beliefs no matter how unscientific or illogical they are, with whom we don’t
have to be good always, with whom we can fight without the fear of loosing, who
never leave when you say Leave, I don’t want to talk to you. With whom “ We Are
WE “.
Find him if you haven’t find
yours yet. He may be in your schoolmate, college friend, husband, wife,
parents, teacher, mentor, stranger, uncle, aunt, nephew, niece Or in Jesus,
Shiva, Allah, Gobind, Gopal...He may be in anyone. Even if you are unable to
find him, Don’t worry. He will find you. Just believe that such friend exist.
Have faith. Have trust.
We all need such friend. He too
needs us. It works both ways J
I have found it in YOU My friend..
Thanks for being there always J
